This is a story about a shattered life lost in the world of WHO CARES.

This is a true story;

My name is Cash Neve and this is my story told in the best way that I know, my way.

I was raised to have high morals and standards, and taught that a successful man always puts his family first and with good living everything else would fall into place.

My greatest desire was to raise a family in a safe and financial free world.

My intentions were good and so were my motives and this kept me steadfast and relentless.

My whole life was built around my wife and children and the world I could provided for them. I wanted a life that was filled with love and embellished with serenity.

My life was my family and I was the master of my domain. If this domain were to crumble then my life would cease to exist.

My domain (world) was a small ranch in southern Utah and in all appearances it was the ultimate answer to all of my dreams. Inside the borders of this ranch lay my whole reason for being, my life, my world, my domain.

Well, you guessed it! It all came tumbling down. My wife ran off with another man, my children left me and consequently my life was shattered.

This story is not unique, it happens all the time. You probably know someone in your realm of acquaintances that it has happened to, if not exactly the same, similar.

However, the outcome of this is unique.

I spent the next ten years of my life married to the bottle, as I was always successful at what I did; I became a very successful alcoholic. I went right from the top all the way to the bottom; as a matter of fact I ended up living in the streets, rolling other drunks for enough money to get that drink I always needed.

 I was unshaven, dirty and smelly, and as bum like as any successful drunk can be. When a person gets this low the most likely next step down is a horrible and painful death.

The percentage of alcoholics that turn about and climb back up the latter from which they descended is low to nil, but it can be done.

I don’t know how else to put it, Believe it or not I was visited by an angel who gave me the courage to start all over again.

During the years that I was raising my family, I had an uncommon sharing of ESP with my youngest daughter. I always knew when she was in need of any kind and by the same token, she had the same feelings.

I was close to death when my daughters’ inner sense told her that her daddy needed her, even though it had been years since she’d seen or heard from me. She didn’t even know where I was, but she knew she had to find me.

Which she did.

I was having a heart attack and was covered with urine and vomit, a very unpleasant sight, when my daughter found me. The doctors said I would have died if she hadn't found him when she did.

I’ll never forget the look on my daughters face when she first walked into that room and looked at me lying there on the floor. I seen concern, shock, disbelief and displeasure painted on the face of the daughter I’d raised to love and respect me.

That is when I decided that no matter what it would take, I was going to cure myself of this disgusting affliction. This shocked me back into reality and I swore right there and then that no one would ever see me like that again.

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This scene took place over twenty years ago and through tons of research and a deep-rooted determination, I was able to keep my commitment. Since that time, my recovery has been a marvelous work and wonder and I am gaining back my stature.

What you have just read is the preface to "My Life Story Lost and Found".

My one claim to fame is my peace of mind. I've lived a long life and made tons of mistakes. I've tried to make amends for all the harm that I've done but in some cases that's not possible. So instead of making amends I now make repairs. I try to fix the problems of others and that's where I've found my biggest successes.

My name is Wm. Cash Neve. My Friends call me Big Daddy Cash

It is my belief that the most successful people tend to read a new book at least once a month, Reading what somebody else has to say adds new dimensions to your knowledge and inspires creativity. As you already know I like to write but along with writing I love reading. I acquire my thoughts and ideas from the things I read, my daily experiences and the people I meet.

A hobby of mine is collecting the thoughts and ideas from the greatest thinkers of all time and comparing them with the thoughts and ideas that come from everyday people from all walks of life. The point I am making or at least trying to make is that reading is another powerful tool that should be added to your tool box for success. If you don’t have the habit of reading it’s time that you made it a habit.

I haven’t yet acquired the talents of the authors of the books that I read but through perseverance, imagination and down right determination I will.

 I have hundreds of books in my library that cover subjects from mind enhancement to potty training. When I’m sitting in a waiting room, such as the doctors or dentists, I will always pick up a magazine and skim through the pages looking for something new and interesting. I don’t find a great deal of value in the daily newspaper however each day I read it cover to cover if anything it keeps me abreast of local and world events.

Constant reading gives you added knowledge and knowledge is the power that makes your ventures a success.

Think and Grow Rich by
Nepolean Hill
The Bible...King James
House of Mirth by Edith Wharton
For Whom The Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway
A Little Bit of Everything by WeBook Writers
Way to many to list...

I am reading everything I can that is written by the author members of WeBook.
Currently; "A little Bit Of Everything" by WeBook Authors

Here 2 Here After My Way

The Best Writers at WeBook are Joining My Family of Friends

Total Recovery, Self cure for the recovery of addiction.
Highways of the Mind, Mind Enhancement
Lost and Found, Life Story

Human Interest

William Parkinson
The Greatest Artist I Know
He is My Uncle Willy.
              Now Deceased

I like to collect the thoughs and ideas from the greatest thinkers of all time. To say one author stands above another is something I can not do....However I especially liked Hemingways Short Stories

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