Ok I'm kinda a very shy person sometimes. I hate the preppy, barbie girls who think they "rule the school" or shit. I love writing more than anything ever. I hate school well cause..I suck at it and its a total waste of my time. I'm not gothic cause my paren't wont let me wear black all the time. My mom claims I'm "Emo" . I don't really have a name for my style. Tight jeans and a tee shirt  and my Converse/Five Star shoes that me and my friends drew all over, and sometimes my studded belt  XD ect. But whatever. I am NOT popular or considered popular at school not that I'd wanna be. I have a group of really close friends who accept me for who I am. No matter who exactly that is. I love music too. Love it! I blast it on my ipod sometimes when I'm writing a poem. Rock, Alternative, and metal, Hard rock, Heavy Metal, Screamo ect. I love Slipknot, Jamestown story, MCR, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Killers, HIM, Coldplay, The Cure, The White Stripes, In Fear and Faith, Saosin, Paramore, Mayday Parade, Secondhand Serenade, Bullet For My Valentine, Avenged Sevenfold, Three Days Grace, Seventh day Slumber, Linkin Park, Evanescence (Started listening to their songs a few months ago. Forgot how much they rocked) and (I forgot them b4) From First To Last, Something Corporate, The Legion Of Doom, The Used, Higinia, Smashing  Pumpkins, Emilyrose (I love The Ripper!!), Destroy The Runner (or just DTR) and ect. I guess I'm a creative person with the writing and drawing and painting. So yep...that's it...O and *Random* I have a weird obsession wth eyes! :)

O and I know JNeeko1010 in real life. My bff. :) Finally got her on WEbook
And I know CHELSEALOVE.
And My older sis is WindUpWillie


I'm also a Top WEbooker but screw that. It's OVERrated! Seriously.

"I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong
We were never alive,
And we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive
With Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart."

~Slipknot


"I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over"

-Secondhand Serenade

"These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase "

 -Evanescence

"A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore."

-Secondhand Serenade

"So pull the trigger
It never gets closer
You want to start over
But never start over."

  -Mayday Parade

"And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything."

 -Paramore

"All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life."

 -Evanescence


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Though coded in a sinister sort shredded in the darkest means of a shadow, much light filters, yet to come and fill its worth.


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Another thing. Keep watch for my poetry and others in my project  "darkness on the other side of town" I think if you are looking for dark poems, you will indeed find it there.  Also thank you all for commenting and reviewing I really enjoy feedback on my poems or on others in my project.

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream. " ~Edgar Allen Poe

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."           

       ~Shakespeare: Macbeth

"Words have no power to impress the mind without the exquisite horror of their reality." 

-Edgar Allen Poe

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity."    -Edgar Allen Poe


I'd LOVE to put the poem "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe on this but its a bit too long so...

http://www.heise.de/ix/raven/Literature/Lore/TheRaven.html

I LOVE also "The Tell-tale Heart" by Edgar Allen Poe but that's too long too so...

http://www.pambytes.com/poe/stories/heart.html
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"Sitting in the dark,
I can't forget.
Even now,
I realize the time
I'll never get.
Another story
Of the Bitter Pills of Fate.
I can't go back again.
I can't go back again
But you asked me
To love you and I did.
Traded my emotions
For a contract to commit.
And when I got away,
I only got so far.
The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head
We were never alive,
And we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive
With Dead Memories in my heart.
You told me to love you
And I did.
Tied my soul into a knot
And got me to submit.
So when I got away,
I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong
We were never alive,
And we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive
With Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart."

Slipknot: Dead Memories



"Here's a letter I'm writing to you.
Of all the things I never could have said (And it's the truth).
It's the letter you're burning from me.
Of all the things YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHER'S HANDS!
And you're saying.. NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!

I don't know what I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHER'S HANDS!
And you say it best... MY HEART YOUR HANDS!
MY HEART! YOUR HANDS!

CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
BURN INSIDE, BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!
BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!

HERE'S A LETTER I'M WRITING TO YOU!
OF ALL THE THINGS I NEVER COULD HAVE SAID!
IT'S THE LETTER YOU'RE BURNING FROM ME!
OF ALL THE THINGS YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN MY HEART INTO ANOTHER'S HANDS!
And you're saying... NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!

I don't know what I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHER'S HANDS!
And you say it best... My heart your hands..

(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
Close your eyes and think of me.
I'm taking back everything.
Close your eyes and think of me.
I'm taking back everything.

I CAN'T! I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FACE!
(You're burning from me..)
I CAN'T! I CAN'T FORGET WHAT YOU'VE SAID!
(You're burning from me..)
I CAN'T ERASE THE MEMORIES!
(You're burning from me..)
IT'S LIKE RUNNING FROM A GHOST!
You're burning from me..
You're burning from me..
I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FACE!
You're burning from me..
I CAN'T FORGET THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID!"


~From First To Last: My heart, your hands