I am a freak of nature, trapped in an enigma, soaring into a chasm of hate, joy, love and despair...

"I aspire to absolute rest and continuous night. Though I have sung the mad pleasures of wine and opium, I thirst only for a liquor unknown on earth, which the pharmaceutics of heaven itself could not afford me. A liquor that contains neither vitality nor death, neither excitation nor extinction"- from Charles Baudelaires "Flowers of Evil"
 The first time I read these words I saw my path in life unfold before me. I became so entranced by this book that I realized that I had to try and create that same intensity for others. Whether or not I will ever succeed at the afforementioned is neither here nor there, it has just become my goal in life to create the same intensity for at least one person in this world. That is my claim to fame...