• "Can you hear me?"

General details

  • WolfWriter

  • Trapped in my own mind.

  • Call me Wolf

  • None of Your Damn Business =)

  • Female

  • English

In short

  • I'm wise beyond my years if you ask me, because I don't think teenagers should have to deal with thier parent's problems and I don't believe they should be cutting themselves because of it. I'm very confused, wondering why all the time. I sit and stare at the scars for hours, headphones blasting music in my ears, wondering WHY.

    Ok so I'm never short when it comes to anything. I love painful details.
    My project Never Ending Soul is all my works. I have everything in there, even poems I have put in other projects as well. Please check it out! The continuation is Broken Soul.
    What am I working on?? I'm always working. My poetry never sleeps, and therefor neither do I. I am always coming up with new ideas, and I have a notebook within easy reach constantly.
    I absolutly LOVE rock music. It is amazing. Skillet, Thousand Foot Krutch, Three Days Grace, Nickelback, Linkin Park, Crossfade, Shinedown, Breaking Benjamin, and Three Doors Down are my all time favorite rock bands. I like country, techno, and pop, too. Basshunter, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Fallout Boy, Adema, Anberlin, and Kelly Clarkson are some of my favorite artists and bands

    So me: I'm shy, I'm always quiet, and I don't like to talk about my pain. I paste a smile on my face everyday just to make sure no one asks me questions. There are few people who can read my eyes, which are my only flaw to my mask. I hate that. I love my friends and I am a very friendly person. I'm caring and kind. I usually try to push my own pain aside and help others with thier own pain, even when it tears me in two. My heart is ripped, tattered and still bleeding. The scars inside are permanent, the ones you can see on my arms will fade. Nothing lasts forever, I learned that the hard way. Don't test me, you will lose something, possibly vital XD. I have a very short temper and am very stubborn. Lalala I'm also rather random. XD

    I did quit cutting a couple months ago now. I still want to but I resist the urge. It's so hard not to start again.

    IM A CAFFINE ADDICT!! had to put that out there. :)
    I ADORE my horses, they are my life.

    I have bad days. doesnt everyone? Those days are when I write, so you can understand some of the logic behind my madness.
    I don't feel safe ever, even in my own skin. I think the scariest place for me is myself. I'm dangerous, but only to myself. Thats why I split it open. It's evil, like a shell I don't need. I look at myself and I see a monster, who could stand to lose a few pounds. I am partially anorexic, so don't freak. You can see my rib cage, but just barely. I sliced open both my sides one day, wondering why I can't be like the other girls with hourglass figures, perfect hips, perfect curves. Why am I cursed? Thats why I slice my skin, because I'm just not good enough.

    I'm very doubting. I don't believe I'm a good writer. I'm also shy and not very talkative. I sit by myself quietly and wonder why I exsist.
    My poems are mainly fiction. Some parts are real.

    Music saved my life. Music is my escape. Blasting music in my ears, the volume all the way up, kept me from screaming till my throat bled. Music Is My Savior

    I love storms. I think clearer in the rain with lightning flashing overhead. I love the sound of the rain. I'm not afraid when I stand in the rain. It keeps me sane.

    My poems are my way to escape myself. I'm a very screwed up person. Thats another part in my writing madness.
    I'm a monster. It's that simple. I hurt those closest to me by hurting myself, and then I end up doing it more. I don't know where my life is going, why it's going the way it is, or what's going to happen to me. I'm an extremely screwed up girl. I just don't understand anymore.

    92% of teens move on to rap music. If you're part of the 8% that rock out every day, put this in your profile

    If you walk into walls because you have your nose in a book, copy this to your profile.

    If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this onto your profile.

    If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this onto your profile.

    If you have ever had done something or said something that made perfect sense to your real friends and only caused your "peers" to look at you strangely and roll their eyes, copy and paste this onto your profile.

    Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

    Post this on your profile if.....
    ----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
    ----///--\\\---Feel in pain

    ╔═╦═╦═╦╦╗Put this on your channel
    ║═╣║║╔╣═╣if you are one of the
    ║║║║║╚╣║║11% that still
    ╚╩╩═╩═╩╩╝love to ROCK!!

    ║ (o)║♥♫Gotta love music!♫

    You say Taylor Swift, I say Nickelback
    You say Lady Gaga, I say Evanescence
    You say Miley Cyrus, I say Breaking Benjamin
    You say T-Pain, I say Three Days Grace
    You say Eminem, I say Linkin Park
    You say Jonas Brother, I say Green Day
    You say Flowers, I say Trapt
    You say Justin Bieber, I say Crossfade
    You say Rihanna, I say Three Doors Down
    You say Ke$ha, I say Thousand Foot Krutch
    You say Snoop Dog, I say Shinedown
    You say Pink, I say Hinder
    You say Jay Sean, I say Skillet
    You say Beyonce, I say Red
    You say Usher, I say Staind

    92% of teens have turned to pop and hip-hop.If you are part of the 8% that still listens to real music, copy and paste this message to your profile. DONT LET ROCK N ROLL DIE !

    ---\/---`♪.Put this on your
    ---[]--- page if you have a
    ---[]--- love for music×♫×


    Definition: Writer- A person who creates with words vast worlds either through facts or pure imagination. A true writer that is committed to his/her work writes with their heart in order to bring what is truly their spirit to life.  <--- PASTE THIS INTO YOUR PAGE IF YOU ARE SOMEONE THAT WRITES FROM THE HEART♥

    What is pain?

    Dictionary definition: 1:physical suffering or distress, as due to injury, illness, etc.
    2. a distressing sensation in a particular part of the body.
    3. mental or emotional suffering or torment.

    My definiton: An endless tormenting hole of nothingness which will eventually kill me.

    I've felt real pain. I know what it's like. I will talk to anyone who wants to talk about it. My ears are always open and I'm always ready to give advice. Just send me a message and I'll do my best.

    Fave Color: Black, Blue, Purple and Red. Bruises, Scars, and Blood.

    "You can't break a girl that is already broken."

    "I want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even though her heart is broken and the one who can always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own."

    "I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, who always laughed, and who always had a twinkle in her eye, even though she was breaking inside."

    I tried to kill the pain
    but only brought more
    so much more
    I lay dying
    and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
    I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
    am I too lost to be saved
    am I too lost?

    How can you see into my eyes,
    Like open doors?
    Leading you down into my core,
    Where I've become so numb,
    Without a soul.
    My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
    Until you find it there and lead it back

    The end
    The end?
    THe end?
    THE end?
    THE End?
    THE ENd?
    THE END????
    the end.
    THE END!!!!!!!!
    (of the world)


    X_x Ich bin tot.

  • ~Silent screaming
    Never dreaming
    Always hurting
    Always in pain
    No relief
    Crying in the rain
    Dead is what I wish to be
    I only wish that I could see
    The lies that have been fed to me
    I'm scarred
    I'm scared
    I'm always alone
    Never feeling love
    Never finding hope
    Quiet in the darkness
    Silent screaming

    ~My heart is dark,
    My soul is dead
    I'm gone forever,
    My whole body red.
    The scars cover me,
    Silent in my pain,
    Again I scream
    Quiet in the rain.

    I've fallen too far,
    Too hard,
    To get back up.
    The only thing I can do,
    Is fall apart.

    Life's too hard,
    To continue on,
    So farewell world,
    I'm moving on.
    Away from the pain,
    Away from the hurt,
    I'll stand in the rain,
    And not be pert.
    My life is over,
    I'm leaving now,

    I don't claim fame, fame claims me.
    I'm just a girl who writes when she feels like it. When she's in pain, when she's happy, when she's sad, when she's angry.
    Writing is my way out of my box. Although sometimes it seems there is no way, and that I'm trapped forever.
    But if you catch me on a good day I have found a way out of that box and I get unusally happy. Which is really rare, even thought I always have a smile on my face.

    I'm a monster. I hurt people. I hate myself. That's my claim to infame.

    HOW DID I BECOME A TOP WRITER???!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy wow. That's so cool! ahahaha I'm a top writer!!!!

    School of Shattered Souls~ Come learn to cut yourself and how to properly commit suicide. Also learn how to spread rumors and lies that will make people want to commit suicide. Learn how to be an unfeeling bastard or bitch that doesn't care who dies because of them.

    Confused does not even begin to describe me right now. I am so far gone, so far fallen that I have no idea which way to crawl anymore. I'm down on my knees praying for an end. I just can't stand it right now, I cannot take the pain anymore.

    When life hands you a razorblade, split your skin with it. When life hands you a gun, Shoot yourself in the head with it. When life hands you pain, sit there and stare at it because you don't know what to do with it.

    Emptiness and lonliness, dreading and dispair, pain and rain, tears and fear. Suicide and death, longing and love, alone and afraid. That's what Emo's are made of.

    I simply am not good enough. Thats the way my mind works. I have been told that I'm worthless or not beautiful enough alot. My body is my own personal shell of hell. My own skin is there to trap me into something I am not and control me. That's my way of thinking.

My Favorites: Reading and Writing

  • Fiction: Action/Adventure, Coming of Age, Crime, Experimental, Fairytales, Folklore & Mythology, Family Life & Saga, General, Graphic Novel, Mystery, Romance, Sci Fi/Fantasy, Short Story, Sports & Adventure, Teen, Thriller/Suspense, Urban, Western, Women's Fiction, Young Adult/Juvenile

    Non-Fiction: Art, Architechture & Photography, Body, Mind & Spirit, Crafts & Hobbies, History, Music, Outdoors & Nature, Pets, Reference, Self-Help

    Screenplay: Action, Adventure, Crime, Drama, Fantasy, General, Love/Romance, Musical, Thriller, War, Western

    Poetry: Epic, Experimental, Fantasy, General, Narrative, Personal / Confessional, Prose, Romantic / Love, Song Lyrics

  • Maximum Ride series
    If you make me pick one book:
    Crash Into Me,
    Or: Wintergirls
  • It keeps changing too fast for me to keep up
  • I don't really have a Fave place.............
    Inside- When It's raining
  • Stories but I never get very far on them.
  • Fiction: Action/Adventure, Coming of Age, Crime, Experimental, Fairytales, Folklore & Mythology, Family Life & Saga, General, Military/Espionage, Mystery, Romance, Sci Fi/Fantasy, Short Story, Sports & Adventure, Teen, Thriller/Suspense, Western, Young Adult/Juvenile

    Poetry: Epic, Experimental, Fantasy, General, Narrative, Personal / Confessional, Prose, Romantic / Love, Song Lyrics

  • Depends what day you catch me on
    Cassie- from Wintergirls. because she could be bolemic and she's dead.
    Max (Maximum Ride)- Because she can fly XD
    Nora Grey (Hush Hush)- Because she has a kick-ass fallen angel for a boyfriend.
    Lucinda Price (Fallen)- Because she's an angel.
    Violet Eden (Embrace)- Because she's a Grigori and that's cool.
  • J.r.r Tolken, James Patterson, Erin Hunter, Robert Frost, Sarah Dessen, Jessica Shirvington, Lauren Kate, Becca Fitzpatrick.
    This is only half of them