hopefulnihilist

General details


  • hopefulnihilist


  • Tim White
    hip.inc AT gmail.com



In short

  • I write to exorcise (or maybe exercise) my demons. I'm a contradiction - a hopeful nihilist; someone who would love to believe in something but has come to terms that it is all bullshit. It exhausts me and is killing my soul. If there is such a thing.

    my intellect is a poison; a virus corroding my senses, overwhelming me completely

    my dreams have become a prison; a portal into madness - a maze in the depths of a purgatory I cannot escape from.

    I close my eyes to the horror, but behind my eyelids locusts swarm all around me; enveloping me. I'm swallowed in a storm of pestilence, rust, and decay.

My Favorites: Reading and Writing

  • Stranger in a Strange Land
    Tai-Pan
    The White Plague
    Neuromancer
    Prometheus Rising
    The Dune Series
    Elric of Melniboné
    Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
    A Clockwork orange
    One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
  • teh internet...

    articles on 12 step programs for my sex addictions

    lots of research for a couple of projects I have in the works

    Metal Maniacs

    www.literotica.com

    the employment section of my local newspaper
  • on the toilet
  • one of those robert heinlein everyman hero archetypes; a regular guy that gets thrown into extraordinary circumstances and finds out that he's really made out of...
  • Robert Heinlein
    William Gibson
    Robert Anton Wilson
    Frank Herbert
    Bret Easton Ellis
    James Ellroy
    Henry Rollins
    Charles Bukowski
    Hunter Thompson
    Henry Miller