I have just been dragged in to my thirties, my shoe laces  still trailing behind me.  My friends are decking themselves out in designer heels and I still giggle childishly about baboons and all things rude. I like to imagine what life would life would be like if I could have  a little more of everything;brains, beauty, time, power... I like to put things in my mouth; fingers, food, cigarettes,wine.. its called an oral fixation I believe. There are other things I'm fixated on, like patterns, human nature, the sea and music.