Duality of A depressed Mind.

A mind infected with depression can show many different faces everyday. To be able to survive the daily battle for your own mind is to truly know war at its best. No enemy knows the weakest point in A fortress better than it's own general. These are some of the thoughts that appear during an internal civil war.

Its funny how A mind works. Its even funnier how A mind that is depressed can elevate simple thoughts of liking something into deep thoughts of love, or how it can take A simple irritation and fill it with enuff energy to crush A person resolve and light A fuse to an unseen anger. A depressed mind can amplify A simple feeling of disapointment to the level of suicide and hopelesness. I truly envy anyone who has to deal with such A burden because I understand that burden, and to win the battle wit ... more »

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invisablekid

10/4/2009 2:52 PM PDT

When i get depressed i call it my devil. When im thinking about suicide i know its not me who wants to die. Its my devil who is trying to kill me. I have monsters hidden inside me. I have bad guys in my head. There is a devil within me who needs to die. My devil cant take me. It just cant...
Because i am me for a reason. I am here for a reason...I am just confused.
Idk why i just said all that. But whatever.

invisablekid

10/4/2009 2:49 PM PDT

I LOVE how you descibed this. I never realized that it was depression that amplified everything. I always just thought that simply meant that i or whoever was being dramatic. And always dramatizing everything. I dont think i really do have bad depression or anything. But i do know that i am easily depressed. And i have written many poems about this sort of person (a dramatic person now known as depressed person) compared to another sort of person (someone simple. Now known as..Happy?) Yeah, i like this. I will write here sometime. There are many projects out there about depressoin. But i love your description. Good job!!