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In a sense I've always been drawn to bad luck. Not as in bad luck followed me but rather that I followed bad luck. I take that leap when probability tells me I will fall.
People ask why, what could possibly be my reason. Although I'm not entirely sure myself, my guess would be I do it to prove chance and probability wrong. I do it to prove my mother might come back. I do it to prove that against everyone's accusations my mother did not ab ... more »

Here is a brief couple of paragraphs from the story:

In a sense I've always been drawn to bad luck. Not as in bad luck followed me but rather that I followed bad luck. I take that leap when probability tells me I will fall.
People ask why, what could possibly be my reason. Although I'm not entirely sure myself, my guess would be I do it to prove chance and probability wrong. I do it to prove my mother might come back. I do it to prove that against everyone's accusations my mother did not abandon me.
My father doesn't talk about it. My grandma doesn't stop talking about. And for everyone else they think I don't know they whisper about it behind my back.  Less