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A stream consciousness account of my struggle with multiple mental disorder (schizo-affective, major depression, psychosis, and ADHD).

This is a weaving of different voices, some delusional or imaginary and some self-analytical.
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juliet4love
3/6/2012 8:10 AM PST
Redfae
12/31/2009 10:36 AM PST
sanctuaryrose
11/17/2009 10:34 PM PST


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1. The past year
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2. Ride the Swells
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3. Wipeout
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4. House of Cards
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5. Pieces of Me
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6. The Set Up
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7. who am i
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8. I want to escape
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9. Start
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10. Notes from April 2008
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11. Endings should be in gardens
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12. Lamictal
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13. Reality is a House of Cards
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14. Love and HIV
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15. Enemy Mine
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16. Memento
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17. shift
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18. I'm still trying to make sense of this
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19. Sometimes I just hate LA
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20. take on me
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21. Stars fall
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22. Adam and the manticore
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23. But I'm getting better now
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24. Magic 101
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25. My hope
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26. Mystery May 2008
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27. Does He Even Remember the Good Parts?
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28. Prime
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29. terris irradient
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30. Stuff Happens
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31. First there is the Fall
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32. Never Be The Same
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33. Yes, what do you want?
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34. saat
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35. So what
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36. Tanner
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37. Love At First Sight
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38. So this is it.
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39. The difficult years.
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40. Stupid People
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41. Halo
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42. Oracle
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43. Letter to Zed
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44. Summary Point Review
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45. Live well
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46. I'm sorry
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47. How To Kill An Idea
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48. Making Unicorns
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49. Dear Lucifer
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50. Revision of Compact
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51. Convergence
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52. Star Fall
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53. Hippo
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54. Silent Running
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55. Could you be loved?
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56. End
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57. aha
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58. Sight and Sound
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59. No One
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60. Screening and Testing
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61. Mamma Mia
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62. Back to Home Base
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63. Move Along
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64. Recognition
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65. No More “I Love You’s”
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66. Even Werewolves like iPods
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67. Something Odd
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68. Close Your Eyes
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69. More of the Usual
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70. Heroes
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71. Something goes Terribly Awry
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72. Fallout
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73. Intermediary Voice
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74. Consequences
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75. Red Rain
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76. Division by Zero
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77. And now, I don’t even know my own name.
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78. Conflict
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79. More Conflict
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80. Julia’s Song
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81. Human
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82. Surrender
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83. google
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84. bridge
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85. Recycled air
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86. Necromancer
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87. twitter
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88. facebook
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89. Explanations
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90. Something about an ant
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91. Missile Strike
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92. Zed
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93. Tor Moves
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94. They take the black dragons first
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95. No.
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96. Revergence
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97. About Magic
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98. Cards
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99. Cranky me
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100. Not true
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101. Green - a sea
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102. No No's story
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103. Love Song for a Vampire
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104. So Do It
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105. I will kill you.
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106. She rises
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107. Sorrows
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108. Departure
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109. The Plot
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110. Foundation
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111. In which the Spider Intervenes
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112. Return
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113. The Cleaners
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114. True Love?
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115. Prophecy sucks
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116. Nimby's Acension
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117. Apostate Begin
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118. Well?
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119. This is stupid.
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120. Medicated
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121. Homeless
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122. Without you
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123. Nora's Plea
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124. Signal Fires
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125. Final Hours
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126. Nimby goes alone
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127. Nimby continues
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128. The Last Steps
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129. The Black Book
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130. Signal fires
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131. Spelling
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132. Noise
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133. Exhaustion
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134. it's like t.s. elliot said
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135. whine
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136. Imagined Conversations
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137. Solving the puzzle
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138. Picking up the Pieces
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139. Search for Clues
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140. We begin to see a mystery
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142. “Touch me take me to that other place"
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143. I don't care what they say
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144. This is madness
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145. Outpost 9
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146. Even the best fall down
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147. Runner in the Dark
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148. Escape into Death
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149. The Beatles were right
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150. I never promised you a rose garden
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151. Well it's another day
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152. still fragmented
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153. Like Deborah, like schizo
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154. As way of explanation
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155. Shift
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156. Mental interlude
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157. Planar Shift
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158. Another mental interlude
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159. Musical Penguins enter stage left
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160. poem for ross
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161. What I've realized
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162. Two years
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163. The fire
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164. What's really going on
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165. Telecare
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166. Portcullis of my mind
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167. Chapter 167. The End
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168. The Hunter
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169. Aldner Jaye
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170. Drish #access link all avatars go
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171. The Druid
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172. Aries
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173. Tanner
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174. Eliot
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175. The black tower
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176. Scissors
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177. Book of Rhea 2011, January, 13
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178. Rhea's Book
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179. Rhea's wishes
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180. Rhea's address to Gaia
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181. Rhea commentary
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182. Kronos:
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183. Famous Last Words
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184. For the Wallflowers
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185. Picking up the pieces
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186. About writing about myself
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187. Broken Attention
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188. Going backwards
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189. self-editing
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190. so here's the gist of this "story"
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191. Meth
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192. Power
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193. Abilify 30 mg
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194. Pumped up Kicks
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195. Coyote in Morning
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196. Drifting
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197. Ares on the bridge.
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198. Titania walks
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199. The office
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200. Gary Lightbody
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201. At the table
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202. Parenting
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203. Addressing the Wind
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204. One More Time
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205. Delusions
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206. What Does a Bard Do?
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207. Run
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208. Landing
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209. Well this is embarrassing.
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