When I pull myself out of me, I only find mistakes. When I hear myself talk, I only hear lies. When I see you, I see imperfection battling purity. When I hear your voice, I believe that I have failed at not telling you. When I see your smile, my life is complete. When I see us together, I think why can't this be?

It is not that I don't want to tell you, it is that I am scared of what will happen if I do. To be with you is all I want, and for three words to destroy that, I could not take it. Y ... more »

When I pull myself out of me, I only find mistakes. When I hear myself talk, I only hear lies. When I see you, I see imperfection battling purity. When I hear your voice, I believe that I have failed at not telling you. When I see your smile, my life is complete. When I see us together, I think why can't this be?

It is not that I don't want to tell you, it is that I am scared of what will happen if I do. To be with you is all I want, and for three words to destroy that, I could not take it. You are my breath, the reason for my waking. You are my guide, and my sanity. To go on without you here, is like telling a blind man to find the most rare possession in the world. Everyday, in my mind, I tell you that I love you.

I wish I had a way to go back and fix all of these emotions, but I can't. I willl just have to wait and see what the new day brings. Until then, I continue my I love yous, and hope that one will slip away and find your heart.  Less