I have just read this for like the 4th time and I'm gonna read it again cause I just love it sooo much!!!!

I still have to write Chapter 28, and then I can continue the story.  I can write Chapter 31, but I have misplaced Chapter 32.  I wrote it on paper months ago, back in the winter sometime, but I have lost it.  I've looked all over and can't find it anywhere.  Chapter 32 or 33 will most likely be the end of this story, but nothing past Chapter 31 will be posted until I can find that paper.  I've literally looked every single place I can think of, so I'm basically out of places to look.  I can't rewrite it because I forget some things I had included, and I liked the way it was written the first time.  So, I apologize if it takes awhile for the ending of this story to be posted.

I promise to finish this project this summer!  I have a few more chapters that are partially written, but they need to finished.  Then, I'd appreciate it if people would edit my work so I can make this story become a finished project!!!!!!!

This sounds awsome I'm gonna read in rite now kk

Sounds really good :)
going to read ;)

thanks so much for all the great comments!
please continue commenting!
thanks so much!

i love the intro deff going to read i would sooo buy it!!

awesome intro!

love it already :D

Wow Macie, thank you!  I can't believe you read the whole thing so quickly!  Thanks so much for the corrections!  I have quite a few more things to include in this, but I haven't had much time to write them.  I hope to add a few more chapters soon.  The end will come, but I'm trying not to rush it quite yet.
Thanks again!

Finished it...really nice. I am so just like this character in so many ways. Its kinda scary haha. Anyway its nice and I sure hope you find that ending to this story soon...and sadly not all stories have a happy ending. If this one doesn't I'll be sad but it might make it more realistic.

There were a few mistakes I noted:

Chapter 3- 4th paragraph: 'so some it had' I think it might need to be changed to 'so some of it had'
Ch.3 6th paragraph: 'in language class on day' Maybe?: 'in language class one day'
Ch.3 last paragraph: 'It was startling but I refuse to believe it'
Try: 'It was startling but I refused to believe it'
& last (Not trying to hurt your feelings just trying to help. I do have an editing problem, even though I can't edit my own stuff)
Ch.16 8th paragraph: 'my finger gripped the sick' Change 'sick' to 'sink'

Really nice story, though. I loved it and you've got to finish it!

Oh this sounds so great! I'm putting this on the top of my list to read I'll start just after I finish this post. Reason is I think I relate to this story...I'll post my review when I'm done.

Sorta sounds like twilight~! I Like It~!

Interesting....
I'm hooked

Aw, sounds really sweet. I can relate to this so well, you have no idea. I think alot of highschool girls could and will. Good job!

-Melissa XOXO

Sounds awesome!!

Please let me know what you think about chapters 16 and up!  I really would like to know if I'm still keeping your interest with this project.  Please let me know what you think about what is happening.  I would also like to know what you think of the characters.  Do you think Ella is doing the right thing?  Is Sarane right or wrong in what she is doing?  Please let me know!  I really appreciate it!

It sounds good, I definitely plan on reading this when I get a chance =)

Be sure to read chapters 13 and 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow, this sounds really nice. But, if you want Ella to love him, make sure that it isn't entirely looks-oriented, like a crush. :D

I feel this way all the time. This is something so close to home that I might cry.

~Courtney

This is soo cool~ I <3 it!  =]

I have added to and revised parts of chapter 2 and will continue to add to that chapter.

thank you so much j_w_d!  i've been trying to get down ideas for later chapters lately, but i will begin to restructure the first chapters of this story.  i have left out some points in the story that were to be added in there somewhere, so I will be adding more and more to the first chapters in the next week or so, depending on how much time I have.
thanks again for your input!

there is good potential here.  I get the mixed feeling of reading a journal and being told a story.  At times you seem to be telling me and at times you seem to be talking to yourself.

I like the premise, we've all been there so it's easy to relate to.  If I may, I'd say that each chapter seems like a great chapter OUTLINE that is waiting for the detailed and in-depth story to come out of.  You have the big picture well laid out and now you could drill down and show the details if you wanted.

What was behind Imma's embarrassing accusations?  Was she mocking you or was it a equally insecure jab between friends.  Was she taunting you for teenage amusement or was she hoping to see you stand firm in the truth that everyone already knew so that she could have a post to lean on.  Perhaps the main character is the rock of the group.  She feels otherwise because everyone does at that age, but perhaps her friends goad her so much because they need her to show them that she can control her life no matter how scary.  In turn, they can develop that same self confidence.

This is just some 'out-thinking' here.  I by no means want to influence the story.  I am just saying you have a great foundation here and I'd love to see it expounded and the characters developed.  The talks in science class, the flashes of clarity followed by the smashing of hope that so often joins the life of the average teenager in love.

Just some ideas is all.  Good job, you can make it great.